Living Through Seasons

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It is spring. As the cherry blossoms, white and yellow wildflowers emerge into life, they invite us to investigate the season of life we are currently living through. The great refuge offered by nature is in its recognizable shape amidst constantly changing contours - just like ourselves, in our journey through life. Stopping to notice the unfolding of this churn outside our windows forces in us a deeper introspection of the place we are passing through in our journeys. This little piece is about having that realization.



Wait a minute.

Look around carefully.

Those are your windows looking out

Into the wild beauty that can only inhabit dreams.

As the evening glow draws you inward,

You can see that these landscapes

Reflect your inner mountains.

The radiance of these city lights

Twinkling like stars in your own past horizon.

Every sip of your morning tea

Steeped in all the incarnations and

Warm emanations of the past.

The scene well-lit that was your everyday

Reveals its deeper contours in the fading night.

This is the home you’ve dreamed of resting in,

These are the waters that you’ve dreamed of sailing,

Only to realize that you

Had to be left behind to make the journey at all.



The you that started on the journey is not the one currently on it or indeed the one that will reach the destination.  When we ‘follow our passion’, we often disregard the fact that the process of being on the path irrevocably changes us as well. It is only in constant conversation with the current season of life that we can continue on a path that is meaningful and relevant to our ever-changing incarnations.

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